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About our memorials....
So often when we lose a baby during pregnancy or infancy, our loss goes unacknowledged by those around us. The earlier the loss, the fewer means of support and ways to honour our babies there seem to be. I have created these memorial pages as a way for us to celebrate and honour all of those tiny lives who have left their footprints on our hearts. Please feel welcome to add your own entry to these pages to remember your own special little one. It is my hope that this will help all of us as we begin to heal.... |
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1410 |
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Friday
15:44
05.03.2010 |
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Jackie Stutmann |
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Baby's Name: Gabriel Nicholas Stutmann
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 7.5 weeks
How I lost my baby: miscarriage
Date of Loss: March 1, 2010
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 I had dreamed about a baby, planned for the baby, conceived the baby in the month I wanted. The baby would have been our eighth and all of his brothers and sisters eagerly welcomed him in their hearts from the moment I found out I was pregnant. I started spotting and an ultrasound showed no heartbeat and that the baby had stopped development in his 7th week, and I was in my 13th week of pregnancy, uterus still enlarged, but it took weeks before my body recognized the signals. I am experiencing such intense feelings of loss, emptiness and sorrow for this little one that I will never know, but already I feel an appreciation for all the children I do have. I count my blessings, but that does not erase the pain that I have in my heart. A person is a person no matter how small, but this little one's impact on me was huge! I will hold him in my heart forever!
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1409 |
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Friday
14:36
05.03.2010 |
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Roxy Gleason |
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Baby's Name: Levi Thomas
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 15 weeks 2 days
How I lost my baby: miscarriage
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 I am the grandparent. And my son's girlfrien had a miscarrage. This would have been our first grandchild. I am trying to stay strong for my son, but it is so hard for me
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1408 |
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Friday
02:36
05.03.2010 |
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Shelley Maire |
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Baby's Name: Amal Ghassan
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 6 weeks
How I lost my baby: other
Date of Loss: 25 February 2009
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After loosing two babies in quick succession in 2005 all that I wanted was to have a child. I went through all the work up of having IVF, and eventually having IVF in October 2008 as well, which failed. I accepeted the fact that with one fallopian tube and poly cystic ovaries my chances of falling pregnant were just about negligible. I carried on with life as I thought was normal only to fall pregnant in January 2009. Once again I did not know I was pregnant, this time due to personal issues, it was the furtherest thing from my mind. I was once again admitted to the ER with abdominal pain, it was like de je vu. The first experience came rushing back to me. At this point I could feel my whole world collapse. It was confirmed as a second ectopic pregnancy.
To all 3 of my angels you are loved so much and missed, we will meet one day and all will be explained.
I love you all
xoxo 
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1407 |
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Friday
02:27
05.03.2010 |
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Shelley Maire |
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Baby's Name: Yousef Ghassan
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 4 weeks
How I lost my baby: miscarriage
Date of Loss: 16 October 2005
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 After loosing my fisrt pregnancy in May 2005, to fall pregnant again so quickly was a mircale. I suspected I was pregnant, but I never did a test as it was in the am I or am I not pregnant stage. Once again I was admitted to the emergency department, this time the Doctor said to me I had a kidney stone, this much I knew was not true. When they did the pregnancy test and it was confirmed of an early pregnancy, I was bleeding so much I knew I had already lost my baby.
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1406 |
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Friday
02:21
05.03.2010 |
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Shelley Maire |
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Baby's Name: Jamal Ghassan
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 7 weeks
How I lost my baby: other
Date of Loss: 5 May 2005
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In 2002, I was told I had a 10% chance to fall pregnant. I accepted this and carried on with my life as a woman who would not have children. In April 2005, I found out I was pregnant, I could not believe it, I did 3 tests plus a blood test, all were positive.
Being in the medical field, I knew it was to early to have an u/s, I thought I would have one when I was between 6 and 8 weeks. In the country that I am living at the moment, they would only do an u/s for me at 12 weeks, so in the process of finding another clinic that I was comfortable with, I was admitted to the emergency room quering appendicitis, when the u/s was done it was seen to be an ectopic pregnancy. The u/s tech was extremely insensitive as she knew I have a medical background and I can understand and see u/s images and she could see I would loose my baby, she let me hear his heartbeat, to this day it takes most of my strength to block out that memory. All of us who have heard the heartbeat know.
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1405 |
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Wednesday
05:18
03.03.2010 |
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Kate McMahon |
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Baby's Name: Harriet Mary
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 19 weeks 3 days
How I lost my baby: miscarriage
Date of Birth (for stilbirth and infant loss): 6th May 2009
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For Harriet Mary, our much wanted first born, taken too early.
For our two other Angels, never given a chance to develop. You are loved.
Mummy and Daddy are still trying and hoping.
xxx
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1404 |
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Tuesday
11:28
02.03.2010 |
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katie smith |
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Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 6 wks
How I lost my baby: miscarriage
Date of Loss: feb
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we decided in dec that i would go off the pill & we would start trying. well by the end of january(2010) i was pregnant. i was so happy it had happened so fast b/c i'm not one for waiting. :o) we had ups & downs with this pregnancy. the doctor telling me she thought it could be ectopic b/c no gestational sac had been seen. but it turned out i wasnt as far as they thought. then we finally saw the gestational sac. i thought yes i am vindicated. dr "doom" can shove it. :o) i had some spotting which is why we even went to the doctor so soon in the 1st place. but that had stopped. i thought everything would be ok. then on feb 23rd the bleeding started. like a period. had an u/s & my cervix was closed & the gestational sac was even bigger.. so i thought i'd still be ok. but on march 1st the doctor confirmed that it was indeed a miscarriage. almost complete. my baby was only about 6 wks. this was my first pregnancy. i've handled it all very well. i think if i had seen the baby on the u/s or heard the heart it would have been different. that would be hard. but my baby's in heaven now.
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1403 |
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Monday
09:55
01.03.2010 |
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Toni |
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Baby's Name: Allison Marie
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 24 weeks
How I lost my baby: miscarriage
Date of Birth (for stilbirth and infant loss): 2-14-10
Date of Loss: 2-14-10
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It took a short time to get pregnant with her so I new from that it was meant to be. I felt her move more than I had my other child who is now nine. I waited till the three month mark in my pregnancy to tell my nine year old that I was pregnant. I thought life was great at that point everyone was happy my little boy was going to be a big brother he told all his friends at school. Then at 24weeks I went for ultra sound to find out what I was having and they couldn't find a heart beat I new the baby hadn't moved very much but I thought maybe I was wrong and everything was going to be alright. When the Doc. came and told me it all became real my baby girl had died  All my hopes and dreams for my family was gone what was I to do now my little boy was at school at a Valentines party exspecting me to pick him up early to give him the news of what he was getting a boy or girl. How could I tell him my baby had died. He seen me instantly said what is it I couldn't breathe we got in the car and I told him the baby has died he didn't say a word just one tear rolled down his check. He was much stronger than I was or his father. We are getting threw it day by day there is not much light at the end of the day. I was 24 weeks I love this baby more in that little of time than some kids are loved in their whole life I thank God every day for those 24 weeks even though it was just a short time it was my time with my baby that without God I would've never had. I love you Allison Marie you will always be with me. 
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1402 |
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Friday
09:34
26.02.2010 |
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Nne |
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Baby's Name: Cheta
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 6 weeks
How I lost my baby: miscarriage
Date of Loss: 27 January 2010
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My sweet baby, I had planned for you for years with your daddy. We decided after your older sister was born, that our next child would be born in September 2010; and we wanted a boy. I was excited when I did a home pregnancy test and found I was pregnant on the 17th of January 2010. I visited all sorts of websites everyday following your progress; of course I had a name for you already decided months ago. On the 27th of January 2010 when you were exactly six weeks old, I started bleeding and bled for about 11 days till the 6th of February 2010. I visited the doctor on the 27th and was told to rest and see the gynaecologist on the 29th of Jan. On the 29th the doctor said there was still hope and prescribed injections. I was to have a follow up visit on the 19th of Feb. A scan taken on the 18th of February showed my uterus was empty. Only God knows how much I have cried  . I miss you. You would have been 10 weeks old now and I would have been close to my second trimester. I know you are in heaven  and God has a reason/plan for this. All the same I miss you and wish you were still here. I loved you   and you were a very much wanted baby.
If I have another baby, I might borrow your name my precious one. I will see you someday.
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| EntryNo: |
1401 |
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Thursday
14:52
25.02.2010 |
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michelle |
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Baby's Name: courtney
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 3weeks 4days
How I lost my baby: other
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hi my little princness u were took so quick from me it hurt so much there isnt a day that gos past that i dont think about u i love and miss u so much all my love mommy
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