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About our memorials....
So often when we lose a baby during pregnancy or infancy, our loss goes unacknowledged by those around us. The earlier the loss, the fewer means of support and ways to honour our babies there seem to be. I have created these memorial pages as a way for us to celebrate and honour all of those tiny lives who have left their footprints on our hearts. Please feel welcome to add your own entry to these pages to remember your own special little one. It is my hope that this will help all of us as we begin to heal.... |
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1373 |
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Sunday
15:57
17.01.2010 |
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Amanda |
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Baby's Name: Angel Louise
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 24wks & 5days
How I lost my baby: stillbirth
Date of Loss: 1st January 2008
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it was new years day a brand new beggining all i kept thinking was 12 more weeks till the big day but then i felt a twinge and fort nothing of it 2mins later another this is it i knew it was i panict my little girl was on her way and 12 weeks 2 early i couldnt even bring myself to tell my partner i was petrified by now i was having contractions evey min and they was strong i rang for help an then told my partner what was happening the house was in a panic. The ambulance arrived after 20mins and we went by lights and siren to the hospital. When we got there i was put in a labour room and examined i was 7cm dilated and angel sat in my bag of waters hanging out of my cervix but i can say for what was happening she was fine heart beat nice and regular and moving as normal. I was tilted back to help the membrians role back into my tum an then put on a drip to stop the contractions and had a shot of pethadine. The contractions began to slow down but then i saw the midwife panic and buzz for help WHATS HAPPENING TO MY BABY her heart rate had dropped from a healthy 160BPM to 90BPM i was screaming to save my girl please. The next i was signing paper for an emergency section by the time we got down to the room my waters had gone and i was being told to push i couldnt i didnt want her to come but i had to face it i had to push she came breech i pushed her out and i remember the doctors all round her then 1 came over and said your baby did not make it! i screamed NO!!!!!!!!!! they brought this little bundle over i couldnt look but they told me she perfect look i held her in my arms i sobbed i looked into the blanket my heart it filled with love and anger she was perfect smiling to her mouth was dribbling so i wiped it for her and held her so tight the consultant held us all and said he was sorry she looked so peaceful deeply sleeping almost like she was going to wake up at any time soon but she didnt we spent hours with her i lay on the bed holding her and telling her she will never be forgotten and she will always be my beautiful little princess. 
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1372 |
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Thursday
16:15
14.01.2010 |
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Layla Sepulveda |
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Baby's Name: Neptali Levi Sepulveda
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 4 months 2weeks
How I lost my baby: miscarriage
Date of Birth (for stilbirth and infant loss): 05/01/10
Date of Loss: 12/23/09
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my fiance and i were hapily together and ready for our precious little levi he was our everything i used to feel him and one morning i woke up and he was there no longer we love and miss him very much he will always be in our hearts he was our first one but the loss of him actually brought us closer i thank you my little angel mommy and daddy love you very much baby levi spread your wings and fly with the rest of the little angels<3  
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1371 |
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Thursday
15:06
14.01.2010 |
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Lynn |
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Baby's Name: Our Baby
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 6 weeks 4 days
How I lost my baby: miscarriage
Date of Loss: 1/13/2010
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After 8 years of trying and going through infertility treatments we became pregnant we saw our baby's heart flutter away on the ultrasound screen @ 5.5 weeks and again @ 6.5 weeks and then when we should have been 8 weeks there was no flutter there was my little one had ceased to be and joined the angels in heaven. There was no warning, no signs, just plans for our baby's arrival and now we wonder what to do with all the plans we made for you our baby dear, mommy and daddy will always love you!
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1370 |
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Monday
04:23
11.01.2010 |
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Mommy Paulson |
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Baby's Name: Delaney Lola Paulson
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 8 weeks 4 days
How I lost my baby: miscarriage
Date of Loss: 1/9/2010
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 This was my fifth pregnancy. Lost my 3rd pregnancy to miscarriage. The baby kept holding on through so much. Strong heartbeat. Then it just stopped. My grief has began and I am so sad for the loss of this child. I will love you always. Even though your time with us was very short you have been loved and will be remembered always.
Love,
Mom
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| EntryNo: |
1369 |
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Sunday
16:03
10.01.2010 |
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Angela |
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Baby's Name: Ella
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 23 weeks gestation
How I lost my baby: stillbirth
Date of Birth (for stilbirth and infant loss): January 8, 2010
Date of Loss: January 8, 2010
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On January 7th I noticed I hadn't felt my Ella move in over 24 hrs. I went in for an ultrasound and she no longer had a heartbeat. She was born on the morning of the 8th, so beautiful and perfect. 
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1368 |
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Saturday
21:52
09.01.2010 |
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Kim (Nana) |
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Baby's Name: Brooklyn
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 32 weeks gestation
How I lost my baby: stillbirth
Date of Birth (for stilbirth and infant loss): Jan. 7, 2010
Date of Loss: Jan.7,2010
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We were all so excited to hear of this pregnancy. My Son and daughter-in-law have a beautiful 19 mo. old boy and found out they were to have a girl on March 5. They went for a routine OB visit only to hear their precious girl no longer had a heartbeat. Someone I hadn't seen in several years asked me today how many grandchildren we had. It caught me off guard for a moment but then I replied,We have 6 and one is an angel. We will forever love and miss this sweet girl that we were able to hold and rock for such a brief time.. Always in our hearts sweet Brooklyn... Love, Nana and Papa
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| EntryNo: |
1367 |
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Friday
17:47
08.01.2010 |
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Melissa |
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Baby's Name: Dominic Noel Epic Emond
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 10 weeks
How I lost my baby: miscarriage
Date of Loss: Jan 7th but truly unknown
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I believe I lost my sweet angel on Christmas Eve. It was the day I had stopped bleeding and I thought everything was fine. I had a positive pregnancy test on Nov.29 and started bleeding 4 days later. I bled for weeks but my hcg level was still increasing and there was a hearbeat. I was diagnosed with a sub-chorionic hematoma. It is a blood clot in the uterus, that causes the placenta to rupture off the uterine wall and therefore the baby didn't survive. I had this with my previous pregnancy and I gave birth to a healthy son. My son Jacob is now 11 months old. This time though the amount of blood was insane. It was way heavier than a heavy period, nothing could compare to how much blood there was and along with the cramping it affected my daily life but I would do it all again for a chance to hold my healthy baby in my arms.I had stopped bleeding like I said and I thought it was all going to be okay. My husband and I truly believed we were still pregnant. Then we went for an hcg test again on Jan.7th and it had dropped from 9000 to 2. We are still devastated. I still feel like I am pregnant which makes it even harder. I will never know what our baby looked like, or if it was a girl or boy. I felt like it was a little girl but we only had a name for a boy.
Mommy and Daddy will never ever forget you. We are still feeling so much hurt. I Love You my Angel.
 
"An Angel in the book of life wrote down my baby's birth. And whispered as she closed the book "too beautiful for earth."
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| EntryNo: |
1366 |
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Friday
00:19
08.01.2010 |
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Crystal |
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Baby's Name: Jacob
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 14 weeks
How I lost my baby: miscarriage
Date of Loss: December 15th
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My little boy:
I miss carrying you, feeling you growing, wanting to live. To see your little body, your hands and feet for the first time and then be told you had passed away, I did not want to give you up. I wanted to give birth to you, to hold you, even if you weren't going to breath. To have that hope and then have it taken away, I am so hearbroken. You were a suprise, a miracle to me, what I felt like your daddy and mines last hope for a baby together. A family with two big brothers, they would have absolutely adored you. Your brother Sebastian would give his all to you, he sure has given it to me as your daddy and I have grieved your loss. I think of you everyday, it's so hard to let go of you. Your daddy and I love you so much, we hurt so much. I want you back my baby, our baby, I hope someday you will come back to us. Please help us heal, I love you, wherever you are my son.
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| EntryNo: |
1365 |
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Thursday
19:21
07.01.2010 |
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Annette |
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Baby's Name: Nugget
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 7 weeks
How I lost my baby: miscarriage
Date of Loss: December 2009
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I lost my little Nugget right before Christmas and didn't even know it. I went in for my second ultrasound and genetic counseling 3 days ago and it was after the ultrasound the doctor told me that my baby had died around 3 weeks prior. I should have been 11 weeks today. I was devastated because this was the third time this has happened in as many years and I so desperately want to be a mother. I had a D&C just yesterday to remove my baby's remains and am waiting for the test results so I will know why this keeps happening to me. My heart is broken all over again and I was so looking forward to becoming a mother this coming July and now all I feel is emptiness. Even though Nugget wasn't with me for very long and I never got to feel him/her move inside of me I will miss my baby forever and will never ever forget my little angel. 
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| EntryNo: |
1364 |
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Thursday
14:01
07.01.2010 |
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Fiona Wilson |
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Baby's Name: Summer
Baby's Age (ie. 6 weeks, 1 month): 7 weeks
How I lost my baby: miscarriage
Date of Loss: 5th November 2009
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Sometimes things happen and we just dont know why, and theres nothing we can do but sit round and cry.
To feel bitter I know that would be sad but I just cant help thinking its better than sad.
I feel so empty, so tired and alone and I'm just so concious that I dont want to moan.
So sad and so angry I want to move on but the pain thats inside keeps going on and on.
People around me dont know what to say to be honest it doesnt matter nothing helps anyway, the only thing i suggest is just maybe to pray.
To pray for the baby I wanted so much and I had right here right here in my touch. Goodbye little baby theres nothing left to say, except that I'll think of you day after day.
Ill love you forver in my heart you will stay and I will never forget our perfect day xxxx
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